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"La vida está llena de culeros". Alguien alguna vez me preguntó para qué vivir sola si después de todo siempre iba a conflictuarme el desarraigo; el corporal, el de poros y puños.

Tengo 22 años, un hijo, la miopía en aumento, la casa revuelta y un completo desajuste de perversiones.

Quiero mirar esa pantalla como mirándome dentro de la redención.

Yo no soy nada y sin embargo podría gritar que una de las cosas que he sido es tuya.

El semen dentro y tuya, nada más.

Sin hijos, sin silencios, sin palmadas...

Todo cerrado y el semen dentro, como los platos dentro de las cajas.... como la mesa sin horas ni sentidos.

________

No sé si Ted Hughes fue determinante en la vida de Plath. ¿Ella habría sido algo más que una poeta menor o un ama de casa normal si él no hubiera sido un perfecto imbécil? ¿De qué se habrían tratado los poemas? Si Hughes no hubiese estado, quizá Sylvia estaría viva y no sería quien fue... ¿Eso tiene más valor que ser un icono?

No creo...

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alguna vez me dijiste que el hubiera era un pendejismo pasado, ciertos años después de eso me he preguntado, al calor de la absoluta sobriedad, qué hubiera pasado si nos hubieras dado la oportunidad? no lo sé, no lo sabes, y plath es ella sin nadie más. cíclope

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